i woke near midnight

there seemed to be murmurs coming from the front room/which since i live alone and have no radio/was creepy and scary

i swung the door to the front room open/to silence/to no murmurs/to just whispery traffic noise/and the high-pitched soundthread/of mild tinnitis

i closed the connecting door and went back/to bed/and soon dozed/but in minutes woke/to murmuring

marched to the door but stopped/listened/couldn’t hear much/but it was more than traffic noise

carefully silently opened the door

the sound stopped

closed the door but not completely/and at the edge of audibility/there seemed to be more murmuring

got an idea got my phone/opened the sound recorder app/set it to record/left the phone in the front room near the birds/went to bed

drowsed/dozed/sank into/the velvet starscape/of slumb THEN A CAR ALARM WENT OFF RIGHT BY THE BEDROOM DOOR BWEEP BWEEP BWEEP BWEEP EE-AH EE-AH EE-AH EE-AH KEEZO KEEZO KEE–

then abruptly ended

i went back into the front room/got my phone and pressed stop/and the display said 3:14 and i pushed the play arrowhead

and there WAS a sound as if of distant voices/but i could not parse individual words/except perhaps near the end

hard to tell but it sounded like a hoarse old crow diffused in the fog of distance

“he needs to make more of us”

followed by an indistinct murmur of bird-assent AND THEN THE CAR ALARM WENT OFF BOTH ON THE RECORDING AND OUTSIDE THE WINDOW BWEEP BWEE*

i stopped the playback/at the exact instant the second car alarm stopped

you win, birds

I will make more of you

All my adult life I have been getting come-ons/For credit for timeshares for one-time-only offers

That are focused on my deservedness

“Here’s your new credit limit./You earned it. Take that vacation/You always wanted.

“You owe it to yourself.”

Sounded good/But had I read the fine print on the back/And the APR (Annual Percentage Rate) of 29.2%

I would have concluded/That I owed it to myself/To flee earnestly

I learned my lesson/But apparently the electorate did not/And voted for president a proxy/To fulfill their basest desires

He will kick ass and take names/For lists for future ass-kickings

He will purge his land of the shithole rabble

He will take additional steps to ensure that his will/IS The Will of the People

Or else!

And a vast army of REAL Thugs/Slavers to do his bidding

And the Bible he defiled and sold

Says

“Verily, they shall have their reward.”

a potter a sponge an x-acto knife a potter’s wheel a wire tool a needle tool a bucket of water a trimming tool and five pounds of white sandless clay

made a globular vase form let it firm up cut it free from the wheel head turned the vase upside down carefully centered and buttressed with a thick clay roll

trimmed away excess clay righted the vase centered and buttressed it again

and then the needle tool made guidelines the x-acto knife sliced the form into segments and the clay segments were baked in a kiln

and the potter took the fired-clay segments and tried several arrangements and arrived at one that felt super-right but needed something

and the search for that something amid already-fired oddments yielded a tiny egg shape and a corpuscular micronest for it to perch on

and the arrangement zinged

A feast for the eyes/Delight for the nose/A gift and a prize/An iris a rose/A wink and a noddle/A symbol of lust/An apt still-life model/A breeze and a gust

They stem bud and blossom/with petals their head/An odontoglossum/Enwreathed for the dead

[Remainder of poem available on request]

dear diary, i crapped/into my gold toilet as usual. my favorite/way to start my day. then i went/on truth social and it felt/really good to tee off/on the disloyal. i’ll do more of that tomorrow.

can’t wait for day one. it will be to die for.

he warned of a snake/”I’m a snake–wha’d you expect?”/guess who is the snake?

to the victors go/the spoils. victory at all costs. hey–/remember pyrrus?

mass deportation/not only of brown people/but of sanity

i do not have the right/to remain silent in the face/of this travesty

append a footnote to your journal:

yesterday saw infamy.

our vigilance was too diurnal,

attitude too fancy-free.

.

an interregnum looms. smooth sailing

can’t be done in choppy waters.

gallows built and vlad impaling…

pray for sisters, mothers, daughters.

.

Afterword: Donald Trump has just been elected President of the United States. The above poem alludes to some of the consequences I fear.

here we are again/we wrote a po/m on July 25th/and then the rest of july

we wrote a poem every day in august

we wrote a poem every day in september

october too/and november so far

and it’s eight in the morning/and the nagvoice says “now write a poem”

and there’s plenty to write about/it being election day/and the most crucial moment in the history of our country

or if we’re burned out on politics/we could write about our hand surgery/coming up in january

or about the charming kid-drawings our aunt diane found

hell we could even write about how autocorrect just changed hell to he’ll

or how we are one person/but we keep using the “royal we” right now

but let’s talk about what a poem is/and what distinguishes a poem/from other arrays of words

it doesn’t have to be tricky

write something and call it a poem/and behold it IS a poem/and no one can tell you otherwise

it just may not be a GOOD poem/he’ll it may not even be a WORTHY OF READING poem

but in our book of life a poem not worthy of reading (and we have written some real stinkers) is not worthy of posting

the posted stuff has a chance of making readers see or feel or think and be grateful they did

and/dispensing with that pompous “royal we”/you o reader/can read my mind

and that is miraculous

we like to make fun of each other/and the attack of one’s lack of intelligence or sense/is rife

but our vocabulary arsenal is inexact

we could say ‘foolish’/which means ‘similar to a fool/but that really means ‘similar to one/who is easily fooled’/which misses the mark

(sidebar: for a terrific fairy tale written and illustrated by Howard Pyle, find “How Boots Befool’d the King” in his classic The Wonder Clock)

then there’s ‘idiotic’/which is ‘of or like an idiot’ but some do not know that ‘idiot’  was once a legal and medical term/referring to one whose mental development is deemed to be that of a two-year old or worse

(sidebar: the poet John Ciardi made fun of William Wordsworth’s “The Idiot Boy” in his ambitious, explicative How Does a Poem Mean?)

(sidebar: i must read Fyodor Dostoevski’s The Idiot) before I die)

and ‘moron’ and ‘imbecile’ had similar journeys

(sidebar: i still laugh at thinking of that alt-right protester holding up a sign saying YOU MORANS)

(sidebar: Supreme Court Justice Oliver Wendell Holmes, who believed in eugenics, wrote the majority opinion for Buck v. Bell, which was about mandatory sterilization of the ‘feeble-minded,’ and includes these exact w.ords: “Three generations of imbeciles is enough.” That was less than 100 years ago)

ss for stupid/it should mean ‘in a state of stupefaction’/which is a sort of paralysis/brought on by an unexpected event

but to continue splitting hairs like this/is stoopid