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in the concourse/walking toward me/a fortyish guy wearing his allegiance to ohio state

i’d never met him but i congratulated him

he said Thanks a touch apprehensive a touch smug

his football team had last night defeated the texas longhorns

and as I sat on a just-vacated seat/they started allowing group 3 passengers on the plane

scant minutes later i and my fellow group niners are let to board

scant minutes later i am strapped in with seat 23F

one minute later I am remembering/the car ride to the airport/on icy roads

right now the welcomer to flight 474/has mentioned the need to do some defrosting

but assures us we are under clear skies

.

ever the pessimist i worry-wart in my seat and wonder if this my last message

so to give it the gravitas it may need/I hereby state that it is possible to love everyone/and hate no one

love sweetens the psyche and hate venomizes the psyche

my universal advice to everyone in five words is “have good safe challenging fun”

happy landings

Note: At the time of this writing, the author is still alive.

Here I used the anxiety I’m starting to feel about my upcoming poetry co-feature (tomorrow!) to generalize all anxiety everywhere. The line breaks in the first block of text are at a set number of characters, so a typeface like Courier, with set character widths, would yield a solid cliffside of text at the right.

breathcatch

it is wrong it is wrong it is wrong
to wake up anxious to stay that way
to hear of wrong things to see wron
gness on the screen in the food ove
r in other countries and right here
and not know where to turn and fail
to catch breath where is the breath
and what is in it but soot and nois
e and pain knowing to be here is mo
re of a burden to the earth crowded
as it is with wormwriggle multitude
s murdering oppressing grabbing and
using god for nefarious ends and pr
eying and holding souls for ransom!

a bottle
a rattling plastic pillholder
a jar of tears

the breath is back
and there is relief
but even the relief
has claws