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In the last few seconds, you drew breath,/Moved blood,/Built a thought.

You have decided to do these things/For your betterment/And to see what happens. Soon you will review/Plans for the maintenance of your livelihood,/Appeasements of the wants and aches that drive you,/And speculative wanderings/That lead you to places/Where you feel more welcome/And less wrong.

There are things you must fight for./You have decided to fight,/But you have not decided/How fiercely.

When you have decided/To channel your fierceness/Into that battle with that part of yourself/That has been wheedling you astray/In the name of Not-Ready-Yet…

And I-Shouldn’t-Have-To…

And I-Can’t…

When you have silenced that constant/Seductive whisper of doubt/Of distraction from your truer/Striving self…

Then all your other decisions will follow

Organically.

Friends, I am baffled as to where this installment came from. It does not reflect what is currently going on in my own life at all. No Ping-Pong, no whine, no difficult decision to make.

And while I was drawing it was as if I were being TOLD what to draw. Odd.

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crossroads

the trouble with the robert frost
“two roads diverged…” encyclical
is that the two roads are just two.
in real life, it’s so complex:
the crossroads is a dandelion
of three dimensions, maybe more.
some circumstances force a move.
some preferences are imposed.
and fear, that strongarm bully, steals
the will from making wisdom count.
at times a traveler suggests
just with a smile: it’s time to go.

each breath inhaled is choosing life.
each kiss exchanged is choosing love.
each journey says a better place
awaits. but journeys may play false,
with distance that no yardstick tells.
the real journey’s in our heads,
in touching soul-to-soul; in goals
we keep, or not; in choosing words;
in scratching itches till they bleed
then learning that they’re best ignored;
and letting go begins a trek
along a path that must astound.