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the girl-dog next door is sweet nala/she has close-cropped strawgold hair/and light-milk-chocolate eyes/a pushed-in puggy face/a nose-wiping tongue/and on her short legs she has sidewalk-skittery clawpaws

and when my neighbor brings her out/and i am out there too/nala doesn’t know what to do/because she is so shy but also desperate for the love of every human being available/so she looks up at me with her pleading face/but backpedals when i extend a hand

when I walk away she strains to come after me/if i stand there long enough she jumps up/ putting her clawpaws just above my knee

and finally i get to scratch her under the collar/and her eyes almost roll up

and then i must go about my business/despite sweet nala’s eyes

pleading/pleading/pleading

Addictive personalities make plans/That are subject to constant revision. I, who am addicted/to casino gambling

And overeating, had originally planned/To spend an hour doing household chores/And then hoofing it to Carl’s Jr. for an only slightly unhealthy breakfast,/And then hopskipjumping to PIP Coffee & Clay,/There to work on my wheel-throwing technique, find myself/At a dive bar called the Hideaway Lounge Sportsbar & Grill, digesting/Eggs over easy, two sausage links,/sourdough toast, crispy hash browns,/And an Irish Coffee heavily laced/With Jameson’s Irish Whiskey and a special/Vanilla-enhanced version of Bailey’s Irish Cream.

I will leave after I have finished/The bottle of Budweiser I now ingest/And the ten ounces or so of chaser-water.

If I were an alcoholic, I would be on my way to big trouble today.

Praise be, Alcohol is not my nemesis, although/In my more horrific gambling misadventures,/Alcohol has certainly been an unindicted co-conspirator/Because it impairs judgment/And loosens inhibitions.

But the demonic imp with whom I wrestle,/The at-risk factor that will do me in if I let it,/The deadly Wanna that is my direst character flaw,/Is the glittery temptress, Mademoiselle Chance.

I have had twisted, ghastly sex with Her/An awful number of times/And with the deep consequences of loss and grief/In tragic disproportion/To the delights She offers.

I left Her standing at the altar of my undoing/About two and a half years ago.

I hope never to see Her again, even on my deathbed.

Still, even this minute, she whispers

Come see me.

I miss you.

on yr riddar scream/is a brite bliph obsceme/that tills you that some theme is rung//that sum (ting) is combing/en war (ping) whilst roaming/to strang gull ye song 4 it’s stung

the bliph (ping pong ping)/’s gid (ting) clothes err (ting ting)/n obliter8 (ting) fayth n gladness/yr ayes (ping ping) why den/yr hart (ting ting) fry ten/yr dee send (ting ping ping)/ into maaaaAAAA*

[flatline]

somewhere in our heads we think primitively about the sun.

part of us thinks it is taking a break when it sets. that it is a colder sun in winter, and it cranks up the knob in summer. that it burns. that it is a fire up above us.

even so, a little part of most of us knows that the sun is not on fire, that what seems like burning is actually a nuclear-fusion explosion in a celestial body so huge that its gravity keeps it self-contained and convecting.

a few of us even know that the sun is never above us, that it is always below us, at the bottom of our local gravity well. our words “below” and “above” were invented when space and time was misunderstood, and the inertia of our languages will always hamper our thinking.

there is also the matter of our brains, forged over millennia to meet survival challenges. the next time you see unexpected movement at the edge of your peripheral vision, “out of the corner of your eye” as we primitively put it, you will probably get a microjolt of fear until you are convinced you are not being threatened, and you may behave manically until your blood chemistry re-normalizes.

this is all part of your Great Human Adventure, at the most intimate level, you using your homefired primitive tools to make sophisticated sense out of the life you have, and making the life you have a better one through the thousands of decisions and choices and observations you make every day.

one word of exquisite usefulness I commend to your attention:

enjoyment.

en joy ment.

an involvement with J O Y.

friend, may you know it well, and have it well within you.

this sleepy shaver took it on the chin

but does not need a cognac, just a cup

of sweetened lightened coffee to begin

another day. his eyes are wide. he’s up.

Postscript: There is such a thing as too close a shave, even for the sake of a Bad Pun, a play on the ancient saying “With friends like these, who needs enemies?” It took about fifteen minutes to staunch this patch of skin.

To the woman of my daydreams

Velociraptors won’t be welcome here

And Cupid, don’t be stupid, don’t step in

Let’s let our love be natural this year

Enjoying warmth, not frenzy. Let us spin

Nice fluffy yarns where truest fondness wins

Tenacity and real respect hold sway

Intrinsic passion plays with easy grins

Next baby steps are taken, and we say

Each minute gently counts this special day.

long ago our skeletons/were mere calcium deposits on cartilage/but the construction crew brought them to usefulness/in less than a year

and aligned with the spine were esophagus and heart/and twin kidneys singing a riversong/to bilateral symmetry

the bisected and tri-lobed brain/grew a mini-mall of services/to motivate and control and evaluate

and nonhuman migrant workers/were installed in cells/to process oxygen and nutrients

and finally we were brought/from the inside out/innards and all

and there were surprises in every package of us

and we grew more surprises at every stage

(thank heaven and goodness and reality/for the good surprises/and unthank the cruelty of harsh pranks of nature and circumstance/for those surprises that punch and fell)

the best we can do is gird our innards for the wars of acquisition and maintenance and priority

spit in the face of evil and threat

laughing and grinding all the way

showing we have guts

solar promenades

display considerable

flare flair. solar wins!

.

when her fever broke

shattered-fever pieces went

flying all around

.

the warmth of a kiss

may well lead to some heat in

another chakra

.

luke warm luke cooling

luke starting to shiver now

cuts open a beast

.

hearts are never cold

but pitiless souls go to

absolute zero

To Jack Evans on his birthday

In this Valley is a poet/As eloquent as Robert Frost, but warmer.

He manages to be Modest and Majestic with equal immenseness, and a propensity/To shift the focus to his friends, for whom/He produces a neverending supply of care and loving kindness.

His poetry stitches reality-swatches of variable size/into quilts that startle or soothe/or absorb your teardrops/and at the same time, in quantum superposition/the quilt is also a symphony. It is remarkable

What thundering crescendos come from a man/who never raises his voice.

Hardship and grief have never managed/To extinguish the twinkle in his eye.

See him: Walking a hospital corridor as a volunteer, firing up a favorite, obscure film for an appreciative audience, hosting a poetry event with jovial anecdotes and well-deep insights, at home wherever he goes, but most so at the side of his beloved Judy.

Now, please, wish him Happy Birthday, as I do, with love.