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you awaken

to the screech of drilling machinery

with the cold seeping through your blankets

with the taste of bile at the back of your throat

with the itching of your amputated arm

and the glare of a flashlight knifing

into your pried-open eye.

someone mutters “responsive.”

..

worst of all is the gnawing of drug-hunger

because you used your last dose to sleep.

..

“hank,” says the voice that had muttered,

“we’re going to plug you in.”

“okay,” you croak.

..

a lovely nude woman under the sheets with you

kisses you awake.

spring sunshine streams through the window

and the dust-motes drift in the sunbeams.

you smile at the woman and reach for her

with your arms, but she gently pushes you back

and slides out of bed, lifting a bathrobe

from the back of a chair and saying

“got to stir the eggs before they burn. brb.”

you stare in amazement at your two good arms

clad in pajamas sleeves. breakfast smells waft

from the kitchen–

then all goes dark and cold.

..

the last words you hear are

“power outage. we better put this poor bastard

out of his misery.”

owl

the owl tucks in her wings and is in free fall

on a precise trajectory on a windless night

with her unsuspecting prey at the end

of the parabolic arc that the owl’s fall describes

..

the little rodent’s life ends abruptly

when the loaf-of-bread shape of the owl

drops landing-gear talons that are as scimitars

that run the doomed rodent through and through

..

the owl’s cartilaginous keel anchors powerful wings

that beat silence into a faint rustling from the leaves

with the tiniest of splashes from an air-pulled drop

of still-warm rodent blood onto a leaf’s stem

I smell AI when I read

“She wasn’t just a [noun], she was a [concept noun]”

Or similar “Not Just a This; Also a That” extra scoops of ideational ice cream

Well, I can do that too

This isn’t just an observation, it’s a poem

And that it doesn’t rhyme may make it not just a poem but an avant-garde anthem

But not just any anthem, an antithetical amalgam of thematic tics, anathema to artificial analogy, or, if you prefer, augmented dogma

That can beat up any AI (Algorithmic Idler) with one metaphorical hand tied behind her correlative back

..

There are many other earmarks of AI laziness

One is based on the “Tell them what you’re going to tell them; tell them; then tell them what you told them” crap we learned in high school

(That last six words were homage to Paul Simon’s “Kodachrome”)

Another is cherry-picking of biographical anecdotes

..

It is less than creative writing to follow a formula or three

(Fun fact: “Formulaic” sounds a lot like “form mule laic”)

And you just can’t make this stuff up, AI

Because pattern recognition

Defies ignition

And doesn’t let you make up stuff

there are many kinds and levels of sleep. be it a pit-stop nap, a deepening drowse, or a slow-hearted near-coma, our sleep is designed to prepare us for whatever is coming.

..

when jeanne woke up her jaw hurt because she had been grinding her teeth all night. routine got her showered and dressed for success and twocup coffee, but the dread

she felt upon arrival at work got her sore jaw grinding again.

..

billy had slept soundly. exhaustion had made falling asleep a snap. he woke refreshed,

but the fast seven miles he’d run last night filled his long muscles with acid, and he staggered around in the kitchen, concocting a blended vegetable beverage that looked and tasted like liquid swamp.

..

olive had been visited in her dreams by her late husband. she woke smiling but soon came to reality and dissolved into sobs.

she was cavernously lonely, engulfedly bereft, but she was a survivor and she always got her sleep.

..

no one survives without a thousand and more struggles. success comes when you conduct the struggle and don’t let the struggle conduct you.

a man named glass wrote a masterpiece of repetition

called einstein on the beach

it was a pioneering work of minimalism

and i was a mere 24 when I first heard it

and now at 71

with a head swimming against relentless tides

of loss of loss of memory of reduction of

capacity of loss of confidence of creeping

ache and risk of falling loss of a brother

of loss of flex and loss of piece after piece

of

loss

lost in the fog of a dimming awareness

loss of

uh

worthiness

groping for distraction

feeling like hal 9000 when his mind was torn away

piece by peace

like charlie gordon when his idiocy crept

back into his head

a guy named glass

whose first name i avoid

because i cant rember how many ells

that guy wrote an anthem

for the guy i relentlessly

becomb becomm because

become

as a matter of fax the fax machine is obsolete

as are landlines modems and landfills

the fax that factses are still used on the strete

is as ridiculous as handbills

but we need mo dems

and less (fewer) reprehensible repugs

and less (fewer) usses and more thems

less bullets from guns more flowerings on stems

more-er numerous features

fewer featureless bugs

more stoneless gems

no punches nor slugs

and we need kindness

less absent-of-minded willful blindness

axes that are grindless

and a banishment of notions of ugly mugs

and promotional love-potional eye-of-beholder

o p h t h a l m o l o g y

to put the Psyche in Psychology

to stamp Peace On Earth on the last page

of the obsolete non-digital

f o l d e r

..

p s less rage

The cashier hears the man from the Mideast say “Boorgher.”

In the cashier’s mind a speculative history of the Mideast man builds. The man has heard of American hamburgers since early youth. At last, in this American airport, he has an opportunity to try one.

“Sir, we have three types of burgers. A regular cheeseburger is the most popular.”

“Okay.”

“Is that what you want, sir?”

“Yes.”

“What kind of cheese would you like on your burger? We have American, Swiss, Cheddar and Provolone.”

“Okay.”

Since the line behind him is long, the cashier decides for the man and puts him down for American. He also does not suggest-sell avocado, nor a side of fries, macaroni salad or cole slaw.

“Would you like something to drink to go with your burger, sir?”

“Heh?”

The cashier points at the soda fountain, makes a taking-a-drink gesture, and says, “Want drink?”

The mideastern man nods.

The cashier rings him up. “Your number is Two One Two, sir. We’ll call you when your order is ready.”

Later the cashier sees the man striding with purpose to the eating area, bagged meal in hand. He sits and unwraps his cheeseburger and looks under the bun. He takes a bite, chews thoroughly, swallows. “Aaa,” he says, then rises and walks away with his fountain drink, leaving behind the burger with its one clean bite-me taken out of it.

to the memory of richard armour

a sip may not slaketh the thirst of a throat

but wetteth a dry curiosity

and maketh experience larger than mote

and braketh a wee adiposity.

..

and shouldst ye partaketh in spirited drink

whilst feeling inherently frisky,

forsaketh the gulp for a sip as you blink

for methinks it becometh less risky.

long-distilled love

again, to Donna

we’re fifteen hundred miles apart/but i can feel your beating heart/and i can hear your honeyed voice/and thrill as both of us rejoice

the years with change and machination/have yielded nectar’s distillation/more tasty than the finest wine/two souls in intertwining vine

we’ll turn our back on stressful censure/continue on this sweet adventure/and loving kiss may well presage/a romance free of care and age