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yesterday my right hand was whittled in two places

i can feel the sutures tug when i overflex/and every several minutes the constant dull ache gets a brief sharp stab of emphasis

but ibuprofen and the weensiest splash of canadian whisky have been effective pain management

and i welcome the sensation as evidence of healing

on the left wrist until early this morning/ were the enhancements of FALL RISK warning tape/and Adhesive Bandage Sensitivity medical advisory/to go with my visit ID of name°date of birth°date of service°visit code

so the left wrist is a drastically reductive synopsis of my current identity and peculiarities

while the right hand is a reconstruction zone

i am a fall risk in winter springing back from infirmity

and just this instant summer you are perhaps wondering what the lame puns are doing in an otherwise serious poem

there are two answers

one is that the tendency–nay, the URGENCY–of making puns is hardwired into my DNA

and the other reason is that i tasted the first draft of the poem and found it bland

so i added seasoning

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Once upon a time–yesterday, to be specific–I had lunch with a special person, with whom I was once romantically involved. She was making changes in the décor of her abode, and had brought me a wire sculpture I had made while we were involved, and a vase I had done that my mother gave to her.

We had a nice, resolving chat. No regrets about having been involved, no hard feelings, and no reason not to remain friends.

Before we parted company she talked me into accepting some citrus fruit and potatoes that came from her father, whom she’d visited before we got together for lunch. Subsequently I did some shopping, and my evening meal featured a delicious baked potato. This is what it looked like just before I dug in:

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All in all the day was quite therapeutic–and nourishing as well.

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the sun is not submersible.
mount everest is, but it would take some doing.

a remote is as submersible as the doomed ocean liner it resembles;
and the remoteness of contentment may lead to submersion…

a troubled heart is submersible
in the disguise of a denying, smiling face…

but if made buoyant by kindness,
and given healing given time and warmth,
the depth is less purposeful,
and the heart may rise,
mend,
seek light,
surface.

Here is a work in progress. It is Stuck, has been for over a month, but it is a good Stuck. There’s a book by the brilliant physicist Freeman Dyson called Weapons and Hope, now dated in a way but still vital and worth reading, that spoke of Stuckness. He also wrote Disturbing the Universe, which rocks autobiographically.

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One hand Gives, the other Takes. What is Given is a blank check. It may represent indefinite wealth or unlimited potential. (To further digress, the awesome meteor-logical Stephanie Abrams, viewable in the wee hours, is often partnered with Al Roker. I wonder if she’s ever deconstructed the word POTENTIAL to POTENT-I-AL. She well could.)

A woman torques and cracks a bone in her foot. That Hurts. She then goes to an Urgent Care center and gets support-booted and caned in the nicest possible way. That Heals. (That’s based on the real event in the real life of my real girlfriend, who rocks every bit as much as does Freeman Dyson, inventor of the Dyson Sphere.)

This is catch-circling and confusing, so it perfectly fits what Cyndi Lauper sang, once upon a time after time:

Caught up in circles
Confusion is nothing new…

My thoughts have wanderlust. And wonderlove. I am unshaven, but even after I shave I’ll be a work in progress at least as long as I live.